Over the last couple weeks I feel like I’ve been sliding or changing in some way and I’m not really sure why. I find it hard to hold interest in things, I’m bored with my job and I’m bored with almost everything else in my life. I wake up, clean up, get ready for work, go to work, come home, make dinner and go to bed. Nothing (aside from Tuesday pub nights,) really gets me excited anymore. Its like all the days are starting to blend together into one gelatinous tech support bubble. There’s never enough free time to sit down and really do anything. Another thing thats bothering me is that I’ve but on a lot of weight and I have a really hard time motivating myself to stay active, I’ve been riding home from work on the odd occasion, but I’m not sure that it really helps much.
I thought I would have had my career already figured out buy now but college just looks elementary and boring, starting a new university degree would be very time consuming and finishing the one I started might not even really yield and positive results. The only thing I do know is that I don’t want to do what I’m doing right now.
I feel like I have to do do do do but I can’t think of anything reasonable or worth while to do.
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