Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Four More Nights

Yesterday my mom and I took my granddad out for lunch to the Danforth, I forget the name of the place that we went to but the pizza that I had was probably one of the top three best pizzas I've ever had in my life. I figured if all of the food in Danforth is half as good as what I had yesterday I'll be around 400lbs by the end of August.
My room is starting to look more and more like a tornado tore through it, normally I'm a super huge neat freak but seeing that I have less than 4 nights left in here I guess I've let things relax a little bit. This all still feels very surreal to me. I've lived on my own before but I've never packed up with the intention of not coming back, doing so still feels completely surreal but maybe thats just because this home will always be home.

Sunday, February 26, 2012

My Thoughts on Random Things

Often I want to post things to Twitter or Facebook but after I try writing something funny I feel like people either just won't care or no-one will 'like' my comment. This is going to sound lame but if I post something that I think is hilarious to Facebook and no one comments or likes it I feel like I've failed at being an interesting human being. Anyways, these are a collection of all my redacted posts.
(Its my blog, I'll post what ever I want, ok?!)


-I watched The Watchmen today, the part where the camera pans away after Dr. Manahatan liquifies Rorschach looked a lot like the cat that chewed on the Christmas tree lights in Christmas Vacation.

Fried pussy cat.
Fried Rorschach 














-I was trying to read up on what happens to white dwarfs the other day, apparently they just turn into massive stellar diamonds. I’d be cool to get a piece of this but I imagine if you put that ring on someones finger the weight (1 tsp = ~weight of all the cars in the USA) of it would just tear their finger off of who ever wore it. 

-I hate lying, partly because because of how hard it is to morally justify but more so because of how bad I am at it. I think there might come a time in my life where my wife might ask me something like “who makes this dish better, your mother or I.” I’ll probably say its my wife, but I’ll lie through my teeth. My mom is the best cook, doesn’t mater what she’s cooking. (Unless their limba beans, those things taste like shit no matter what.)

-Last Thursday I was talking to a girl at that quadraband show that I went to and I asked her what she did. Her response was “Well what do you mean? Like, what do I do for money or what do I do” It sounds kinda cliche in this context, but I thought her question was much more interesting. 

-Watching the Oscars with the family tonight, worse case scenario is I watch the whole whole thing and we run out of beer, best case scenario is some pretty lady has a nip-slip. (Thats pretty much the only interesting thing that could happen tonight.)

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Music!


The Real You (Alan Watts) - melodysheep
I find most of Alan Watts philosophy pretty out there for me, its not that hard to grasp but it strikes me as something people who smoke a lot of pot would enjoy. melodysheep makes great mixes, if you haven't heard "Go The Fuck To Sleep" yet you're probably missing out. 


You - Gold Panda
I think if my granddad heard this song he's say something like "thats not music, its got no words and y'can't dance to it." I totally disagree, I could dance to this kind of music all night long. (I'm a terrible dancer, I've got a bad case of the 'white guy at a wedding' syndrom.)


Bottle Rocket - Lowlife
I've only listen to this album once so I really need to spend some more time with it, this kinda reminds me of Nujabes so if you're a fan of his you might like this too.


Blood - The Middle East
This starts slow but ends with a very upbeat tone. The album art is great too, I'd hang it up on my wall if I could.


Tuesday, February 21, 2012

Tales Of Mere Existence

Rancho Relaxo


Well this past week has been pretty interesting.
Last Thursday I went with a few friends of mine to Rancho Relaxo to see Dog is Blue and as well a few other bands. I’ve seen the band play a few times now and I think this time was my least favorite, Dog is Blue is great but the venue was pretty dilapidated and the chairs may have well have been iron maidens. To get into the place you had to walk up this really narrow and dimly lit staircase and when you get to the top its like a bad mix between a basement a mexican restaurant. The other bands were ok I guess and you can’t go wrong paying six bucks to see four bands but none of them were so incredible that I’d go out of my way to see them again, (aside from Dog is Blue.)
Over all it was a fun night I guess but Rancho Relaxo is probably the worst bar I’ve ever been to.
In other interesting news, I’m moving out! I’ve got a first floor bachelor apartment near the Danfourth and I get it at the end of the month. I have to admit, I’m pretty nervous about moving out on my own. I lived in Peterborough for two years but I always had at least one roommate when I was there so this will be the first time in my life where I’m never really going to have anyone around. I’m not terribly worried about it but I think I might end up spending more time reading in coffee shops than I normally do. I don’t have any pictures of the place but I’ll post some as soon as I get settled in. 
Thats all for now, I’m a little brain dead right now. 

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Marley the Telepath

Today around 2pm I figured I should take the dog for a walk, all I did was look at him and he knew. Dogs are waaaaay smarter than I give them credit for.

Monday, February 13, 2012

Sleep Deprived Thoughts


Twitter is interesting to me, on the one hand its proven to be a useful tool in bringing about social change (eg Egypt,) but on the other its woefully small character limit hinders any real content a message could have. 
And then theres things like this. 







Twitter highlights how lazy we’ve become as a society and it underscores how we revere the wrong things. You’ll always be ignorant to 99.999% of all the things you could possibly know but its not something one should strive for. I enjoy a night on the town as much as the next guy and as far as I can tell thats what this tweet was about, but boasting about being ignorant seems like a terrible thing to do.

Sunday, February 12, 2012

Bawwwwww


Valentines day is coming up soon so its time for my top 5 favorite love songs! Nah just kidding, while I don’t hate valentines day I don’t have any particular for celebrating it, so here are some of the saddest songs I can think of. 


Dry Your Eyes - The Streets
This is the only song thats ever made me cry, I first heard it on the radio a few weeks after my first breakup in high school. The version that I heard at the time had Chris Martin singing the course and thats what I’ve linked to below but the more popular version is sung by Mike Skinner.


The Floor - Buck 65
This song has two versions as well but I think the album version is much better. I was kinda disappointed to learn that none of the content of the song actually happened because with that in mind you kinda loose that feeling of sympathy, but its still pretty sad.

Kettering - The Antlers
I've posted this before. This song is so beautiful and depressing at the same time, it gives me goosebumps around the halfway mark.


Gnarls Barkley - Who's Gonna Save My Soul
The music video for this song is great, but imbedding isn't enabled for it so here's the link

Macklemore - Fallin
I think this falls into the 'angry sad' category of sad songs, but its great.


Just incase you were wondering, no, I'm not bummed out or upset about anything, I got the idea to list some sad songs because I was listening to Buck 65 on the way home today. I'm actually in a very pleasant mood! (Though, I am irked at the landlord I've been trying to contact, moving out is a bitch.)

Friday, February 10, 2012

Mail!



I've been a huge Greydon Square fan ever since I first heard him, his music is probably the best thing I've ever heard on reddit. Last week he posted that he had 10 physical CDs left so after a minor spazzing out while I tried to find my wallet I ordered the first piece of physical media I've bought in about two years. (I still buy some of my music on iTunes, but most of the time if I'm not a real fan I sail the seas of the pirate bay)

I wish I had actual CDs for all fo the music on my computer, I know physical formats are a bit outdated and digital media is the way of the future, but having something you can hold in your hand is always 10 times better than buying something on iTunes, and having something thats actually signed by the person who made it is 100 times better.


Anyways, this is one of my favorite songs from this album, according to my iTunes library I've listened to this song 56 times already. I'm not a fanboy, I'm just a huge fan :b

Thursday, February 9, 2012

God, No!


         Back when I was in the later years of high school and for a few years after that I guess I was what you’d have to call a militant atheist. I was a 24 hour a day hate-fest on all things spiritual and there wasn’t much anyone could say that would really change my mind. For a lot of people, (at least this has been my observation) being critical of religion got a real leg-up after 9/11, or at least people became pretty critical of islam but this wasn’t the case for me, my disdain for religion came from a philosophical love of empiricism and truth. How on earth could people base their morals and understanding of the universe on just one book? Surely reading one book on biology doesn’t give you license to claim that you know all there is to know about biology, but after reading one book of scripture you might get the impression that “god just did it.” All I wanted to do was tell people that they were stupid for believing such nonsense and debate about religion all the time.
In the past year or so I’ve lost my desire to debate about most religious things, partly because I don’t find the debates fruitful anymore, but mostly because I think it makes me sound like an asshole when I tell people that I think they’re wrong and they just wont accept it. A good example of this was at one of the Rogers corporate events I attended last summer, I forget the guys name but he seemed like a nice guy and both of us missed the memo that it was a formal event (I was in shorts and blue plad and he was in his full orange overalls. Everyone else was in suits and ties) Anyways, I was sitting with this guy at lunch and the Jehovah witnesses came up in conversation, I mentioned that I was an atheist but I thought it was really nice that these old ladies not only remember my name but also drop off their magazines every month.
Big mistake. 
As it turned out my poorly dressed coworker was a Jehovah and I got stuck talking about biblical inconsistencies for the rest of my hour long lunch. (But I still got paid! Woo!) We talked about a lot of stuff but our discussion mostly centered around morality and evolution. While I enjoyed the lunch, I left feeling that the entire conversation was useless because neither of us could find premisses that we could both agree on and when that doesn't happen you can’t have any meaningful debate. This is the core of the problem that I have when I talk to deeply religious people, they treat their scripture as internally a verifiable source, but when you are trying to convince someone that your book is divine and the only proof you have to offer is the book itself, you’re going to have a hard time convincing a skeptic. 
With all that said, my coworker seemed like a really good guy, I don’t hate him or anything about him, I just really disagree with his religion. And thats ok but I also feel like if you’re going to call your self religious and live by the rules of your religion, you can’t pick the ones that are socially convenient at whatever time you find your self in. If you really think that your scripture is the true word of god, and that god omniscient, omnipresent and omnipotent, then you have to take all of it or none of it. After all, who are you, lowly mortal, to question the divine moral truth of god? If you want to live by your Exodus 20: 1-17 (Ten commandments) you’re also going to have to take Exodus 21: 7-11 (selling your daughter.) You’re also going to have to take Ezekiel 23:20... 
So I’m sure my jehova friend is a good guy and he knows that slavery is wrong on every level, but thats not what his bible says.
I don’t see how there can be a middle ground on this, if the bible is divine then you ought to take all of it as it is and leave it at that but most people don’t actually use the bible in this fashion. They pick and choose the parts they want, the parts that are convenient for them and they tout them as god given truths and then they go on and ignore the parts that don’t make sense to them. If morality is god-given then all you need is scripture, but if morality is a social construct it evolves with society  and changes over time, or in other words, its a product of human kind and has nothing to do with god. 
I originally wanted to write a little bit about Penn Jillette’s new book and this was meant to be an intro but I guess I got a bit carried away. I liked the book but as a book on atheism it fell really short. Most of the book was just Penn talking about all the cool stuff he’s done over the years with a few anti-religious tangents mixed in. I think Penn Jillette is really cool so I still enjoyed the book, but if you’re looking for some really critical books on religion you’re probably better off with Dawkins or Hitchens.

Anyways, I’ve been up since 5am, my sleep schedule is pretty messed up but I have the house to my self for the next 7 hours so I’m not going to waste the day sleeping. I’m going to make some pancakes for Marley and I, then I’m gonna whale on my guitar for a bit and watch Lord of the rings in all its extended edition glory.




Pancakes turned out pretty good







And he still hasn't thrown up, go me!








I don’t normally write things this long, so if I totally effed up the grammar and spelling I’m sorry, I'm really bad at editing my own writing. Also, this is relevant to what the whole atheist thing. 
Greydon Square - Squared 

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

New tracks to check out.


Thought I’d write up a quick post today, not a whole lot new going on but I thought I’d share a bit of music I’ve been listening to over the past few weeks. Most of this stuff I either heard on NPR Music or KEXP, so I give most of the credit to their podcasts.

Jesper Ryom - Close
I was listening to this when I went on a run yesterday, it kinda made me feel like I should have been in a lounge talking to pretty girls in black dresses instead.


Pomplamoose - La Vie En Rose
I feel like when I admit do loving this song I'm just embracing my deep inner hopster, I know I've heard this song before but I never knew what it was called. No idea what it means, but its beautiful


Macklemore x Ryan Lewis - Make The Money
Macklemore is hip hop I think anyone can like, I can't wait until this guys next album. 


Tennis - My Better Self
I heard this in KEXP's last podcast, this song came on as I was getting on the 115. Theres nothing quite like an open road, a nice sunset and good music.


Mitchmatic - Why Don't You Know?
When I first heard this song I was hung over and on a train, normally not the best time for some up-beat music but alas, NPR struck gold again. The whole album for this guy is free on his bandcamp but its definitely worth the suggested price. The whole album has this nice old 'jazzy' feel to it, its almost like how I think hip hop would sound if hiphop had started in the 40s and not the 80s. The music video is great as well. Enjoy.





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Wednesday, February 1, 2012

Watsky & Mody


Do you like hiphop? Do you like country music? Do you feel like there ought to be an EP that tries to bridge the two but doesn’t take its self to seriously? Well look no further because Watsky and Mody are here to help.
Actually, only half of this album had distinct a ‘country’ vibe which was pretty disappointing, but hey, its a free download.

My granddad is always saying how shitty all of my music as and how country music is better and easier to understand. I think I'll play some of this for him this weekend and see what he thinks.  :p